Missing my husband
That night I went to bed I was me. The next day I was somebody else. I remember closing my eyes and thinking maybe it wasn’t real. If I didn’t open my eyes maybe it wouldn’t be true. Maybe it would all be a dream. But it wasn’t. I was no where near prepared for the devastation. I don’t know if advanced warning would have helped, but something about the unexpectedness felt even more unfair. In the blink of an eye my life was ripped in half, torn to shreds, and floating away. I’ll never forget the pain. A deep intense physical pain, like feeling my heart explode in my chest. Steve was such a great dad ,husband, and friend he is truly missed each day.
