It sucks that in order to celebrate your birthday I have to visit you here. Your family has your grave decorated so pretty for the holidays. I brought you sunflowers. They clash with everything else but that’s your flower and the bright colors match your smile and your heart. Naomi is getting so big and she is just like you. She doesn’t know me and that hurts. It’s just so far away. She is so shy and stubborn. I know she will outgrow the shyness because she has so much of you in her, but her stubbornness will never go away because well, you know. I went to her 2nd birthday party this year at your Mom’s house. I had Gus with me and he got to ride the pony. I miss you forever my sweet friend. 💔
I’m sitting here with you right now. I just left your baby girls 1st birthday party… let me tell you. I cried, I miss you and I see SO MUCH of you in her. She is you. I promise along with so many others she will know and love and hear 10000000000s of amazing stories about her wonderful momma. 💕
This world is a lot dimmer without you here. There is so much I want to tell you and hug you. I know you are in Gods arms, any pain from earth is gone. Everyday I miss you. Everyday I wish I could pick up the phone and FaceTime you.
You were taken too soon.
I know you are dancing up there and watching over all of us. I pray for the day I get to see my Bestfriend again. 🫶🏼🙏🏼
I decided to come see you today, and I brought you some flowers. I haven’t been here since the first day. I know I suck but it’s so hard sometimes. I’m going to see Naomi in a minute. I’m waiting for Michael to get off work. She has grown so much but I haven’t seen her either for a few months. Michael sends me pictures all the time. Your mom says she has your attitude. I can’t wait to watch her grow and tell her all about you. I promise to always be a part of her life. I miss you forever!
The marina is lonely without you.
