Hannah Marie Fields

Olivia Fields 24w

May 11, 2026

Just came to sit and visit for a while. I miss you more than you could ever imagine

Olivia Fields 38w

Missing you

I miss you so much. I wish you were here. I love you.

Olivia Fields 40w

2026

We’re in 2026 now my Hannie! It’s such a conflicting feeling to be so eager and excited for my future, knowing you should be here too. I miss you so much!! I miss you more than you could have ever known or thought. My life is in a really beautiful spot and I wish you could just come back to see it all. I turn 25 this year and I’m so sad when I remember you didn’t get to go past it. I always thought you were so old and you should have had it figured out and here I am, and I realize I was so hard on you. I love you, can’t wait to kiss your face.

Olivia Fields 49w

11/17/25

A year ago tomorrow he was placed in a cage like the animal he is. But today for work-we did a thing for strangulation and all I could see was how scared you must have been. I miss you- and I’m glad you have no memory of that awful day. I love you so much Hanga!

Olivia Fields 54w

In the small too

I miss you in the big moments. Holidays & celebrations. But man I miss you in the small moments somehow more. I need my big sister. I miss you so much.

Olivia Fields 57w

Missin you

Miss you so much it hurts. I love you. See you soon sister.

Olivia Fields 60w

Random hard days

Today has been insanely hard. I find myself hiding to let tears flow. It’s been a day where my stomach is in knots and I can’t seem to catch my breath. Grieving you is the greatest honor and hardest privilege of things I do daily. I miss you so much Hannah Marie. I don’t wanna live without you anymore- it’s just not fair. I love you. See you soon. 9-03-2025

Olivia Fields 66w

Another Gathering.

I think this was the first gathering without you or Lilly (she lives in Japan now) with me. It’s been such a hard day… I’m sure for others but especially not having either of you guys. I love you… I’m sitting here with you at your gravesite and I’m just so empty and sad. I miss you so so much. If I could I’d trade you places without hesitation selfishly. 7/19/25.

Olivia Fields 69w

My go to

You were my go to for so many things Hannie. Selfishly I miss that. I miss having you here. I am so sorry for when I failed you as a sister. So many things I look back on and wish I could have done differently. I love you and miss you. I will see you soon.

Olivia Fields 80w

It’s not any easier

Nothing is how it should be. I miss you. I love you.

Olivia Fields 92w

Eliza Louise

She misses you so much. I’ve noticed her wanting to talk more and more about you. I share glimpses of who you were with her. This weekend it was cleaning to Hannah Montana & your favorite just dance. She’s getting so big and she’s a spitting image of you. I miss you. I love you. We miss you. We love you. We will see you soon.

Olivia Fields 92w

Moment in time

Today for a millisecond I thought “hey I haven’t heard from Han in a while” and before the though finished processing my heart ached because of the reality. I keep you alive in my mind and my heart because the truth is just to much to bear most of the time. But then there are moments where I can hide it and it’s so overwhelming to me, I miss you so much Hannah Marie. I love you.

Olivia Fields 94w

Some days

Some days all I seem to do is cry, today is one of those days. I reread all our old messages and I listen to your voice. I don’t know if it helps or hurts worse, say I miss you seems almost like an insult to my feelings Because it is so much deeper than just missing you. I miss being a little sister sometimes, and I miss having an older sister to talk to a lot of the times. I keep your heart in my heart. I love you.

Olivia Fields 94w

Lou lost a tooth

I know you’d love to see this. There are so many milestones that I miss your presence in. I miss you so much, I love you!

Olivia Fields 95w

2024-> 2025

Knowing 1000 years here is just a day there. I miss you. I hope you’d be proud of me, I’m loosing weight, and even decided to try for a 5k in the spring. Finished up my class, and grew out my hair lol. I feel such a deep and raw sense of guilt going into 2025… it’s like I’m somehow leaving you. I don’t understand grief, but I don’t know if I ever will. I miss you so much, we all do. I have such sweet peace thinking about what all you see now that you’re home. The things you hear, and the fact you have been made entirely whole. You are so loved Hannah, and so deeply missed. See you soon!

Olivia Fields 95w

9 months

Today makes 9 months since you made heaven your home, I miss you so so much! I love you.

Olivia Fields 96w

💭 of you

Missing you!

Olivia Fields 97w

Voices from the other side - this is what gets me through the hard nights… it’s not forever. See you soon my Hannie.

i still have the message from the last time that you called i wish you hadn't been so busy we could have talked about it all and when there's no one else around i sit and listen to the sound of your voice well you've always had a way of saying what i need to hear somehow you made that heavy on my shoulders disappear and i'm trying to carry through in a world without you and it aint easy no they say that there's a cloud of witnesses cheering everybody on and in that chior of angels i know you're the loudest one shouting, "keep your eyes on Jesus and whatever you do don't you dare give up the fight!" yeah these days that what i hear when i hear voices from the other side seems like i'm at a crossroads almost every other day standin' there if find myself wondering what you'd say when i'm tempted just to quit feel like given' in i remember yes they say that there's a cloud of witnesses cheering everybody on and in that chior of angels i know you're the loudest one shouting, "keep your eyes on Jesus and whatever you do don't you dare give up the fight!" yeah these days that's what i hear when i hear voices from the other side and when i close my eyes i can see you standing with the angels and the saints i can hear you tellin' me oh, you just wait 'cause there really is a heaven and it's paved with streets of gold and there really is a savior and he's really on the throne there's no more seperation no more sorrow, no more pain and there aint a tear in site and some day we'll be together just rejoicing yeah, these days that's what i hear when i hear voices from the other side

Olivia Fields 97w

‘24 Christmas play

SHE KILLED IT!!! Enjoy Christmas season in Heaven Han, can’t wait to sing around Him with you ❤️

Olivia Fields 97w

Time

For a moment when I first open my eyes before reality comes crashing in- everything is okay. We are whole and then in an instance everything changes… and it’s just like the world stops turning. As I sit in my grief. How does the world continue to turn, when mine has stopped? This holiday season is hard, everything is hard. I feel empty inside. Like in a shell of who I once was. I love you.