Miss you pa
Dear pa, It’s hard to find the words when there’s so much to say, but I’ll try. I miss you so much. The morning you gained your wings, changed my life forever. People tell me “he’s always with you”, but it’s not the same. I don’t get to feel your hugs or hear you say “let’s go to the desert” or “I love my baby girl”. I really miss that. I cherish our moments together and think about them often. When I was little, you used to ask me “when you have kids- what are you gonna tell them about me?” Here’s what I say to Noah.. “Grandpa Jr was an amazing cook” “Grandpa Jr loved the Sox!” “Grandpa Jr was funny” and most of all “Grandpa Jr loved grandma Lina, me and your uncle Jr so much”. Noah asks so much about you- I know you would have been a wonderful grandfather to him and Baby JZ. You would ask me “will you ever forget me?” I think about you every day pa. I would trade the world to see you, hug you again- I felt safe there. Lastly, you made me promise you to never stop visiting grandma. I want you to know, that I call her and see her as much as I can. She is the light of my life. Me and Noah love her very much. She talks to me about you all the time because you made her promise you to never let me or Jr forget you. That would never happen pa. You may be in heaven looking down at me, but I carry you with me every day. I miss you. I love you my Moon City Loco. Going to the desert, see you there.
