40th birthday
It’s your 40th birthday today and all I get to do is leave you some balloons and 40 roses. And lay here with you bawling my eyes out. This isn’t fair. We should have had a huge party. We should have all been together laughing and eating way too much and slamming cake in each others faces and dancing. Instead we are all sad and heartbroken and pissed off. I miss you so much. I miss what your life would have been. I hate that my kids don’t know you.
