3 years today .. we came and visit a few days ago. ., it’s not same without you. Never be normal again. But we learn to live with the heartache of losing you. I smile when I think of you though. I’ve also come to the realization that your spirit and energy is always with us. And you are laughing too ( like when I picked up a dead mouse thinking it was a feather). I need to get new glasses. Knowing you are at peace brings me so much peace also. Say hi to mom. Miss you. Love you.
CE
I miss you every day. I know you hear me talking to you in the car or when I burst into laughter at a memory and people are looking at me crazy. You’re still close because I carry you in my heart. Miss and love you more than words.
It’s funny , because every time I try to start this tribute for you on this 2nd Anniversary , I can’t seem to want to ..or express words. And I know you would laugh at me “ Sis, it’s no big deal, I prob won’t read it “.. and laugh.. and I would feel better because that’s just how you were .. loving , light hearted, funny, generous.. And I remember telling you 2 years ago- I cant imagine a world without you in it. But here we are…. I see you in your girls eyes .. their smiles,. their personalities. Each of them different. Each of them coping the best way they know how. You would be proud of them, they stick together. I know you are watching over them. And all of us ..
I miss you. Every single day..
PS - still can’t believe you left..
It’s been a rough two years without you. We shared a love for each other’s kids, running, football teams, margaritas, Pat Green and there was nothing better than sharing a good laugh. You always made me laugh. I miss your spirit, your hugs and your bright smile. There’s a big hole in my heart but I am grateful you are no longer in pain. I know you are watching over us all. You and Mom both. Whenever I think of you I see two white birds fly over the lake and I like to think that is you and Mom watching over us. Miss you little brother.
