Jonathan R Armstrong

Denise Cherry 32w

Songs still break me.

I made it to see The Funeral Portrait and Three Days Grace. 3 months I figured I could handle the music I was so very wrong.

Denise Cherry 35w

Our dragons

Remember those dragons I ordered over the summer. Well they came in yesterday. They are beautiful, but so painful to see both of them together knowing they where for us to pass back and forth. Sadly they hurt bad enough that I put them back in their box and put it away. Maybe one day I will enjoy them but for right now they just hurt to see. ♡

Denise Cherry 35w

We missed you

This weekend was the first time I have tried to do something fun with our kiddos. Wounded Warrior Project did an amazing job for this weekends trip. But we definitely noticed you not there. I know you would have been running around having a blast with the kiddos. I missed you so much I was glad my therapist was there checking in on me. Masking all weekend was really hard. I put your name where I can always see it. Right with half the bracelets I wear every day. I love you Jonathan and am missing you so much.

Denise Cherry 36w

I miss you

I miss you so much it still hurts like it was yesterday. I've had it with everything. What I would do for one more hug, one more kiss, one more night asleep in your arms. WWP has a trip I'm taking our kiddos on this weekend to a free weekend retreat at Great Wolf Lodge over in MI. I wish you could be here for it. I would have found a way to steal you for the weekend. I know you will be watching but it is just not the same. I wanna feel your hand in mine again as we enjoy life together. I'm left to be alone in life and without you it feels so empty. I miss you Jon ♡ Our oldest also had a powerlifting competition this past weekend. He did so good I know you would be proud of him too.

Denise Cherry 37w

To my angel

♡

Denise Cherry 37w

2 months already

I can't believe it's only been 2 months so far. It feels like you have been gone for years already, but it feels like it has been forever already. And I have forever to go until I can see you again. I love you so much punk.

Denise Cherry 38w

A place for my memories

Hey punk! I miss you like crazy. It took me almost 2 months to figure out how to get to your Spotify Playlist. Now I have the play list you had been working on for me. We both lived and breathed music and the meanings in the songs so having these mean a lot to me. I haven't been able to cancel our duo plan yet. I may never. I miss you so much every single day. But believe me now I'll be here to write even little messages often. I love you always and forever.