Adnee “Bah” Blysss Floyd Doran

My precious Bah! When I found out I was pregnant with her, her sister, Aswyn and I sat down to figure out what we were going to name her. I wrote a list of a few names and I read them to Aswyn ♥️ when she heard the name Adnee. She said Momma❤️ that’s my sister’s name. I read a few few more names she said Momma❤️ my sister’s name is Adnee. I said OK baby her name will be Adnee. Her middle name is Blyss. I named her that because I was so happy to be having her. And when she came into this world, she was happiness. She was a true second born child. She like to push the limits. She had a huge heart if she loved you, you knew it she made sure you knew it and she is so deeply loved every day is a struggle without her here. I could tell you a story after story about her stubbornness, her laugh, her smile, her hugs her messiness her love for animals and everything else that is Bah. She was not only beautiful on the outside. She was beautiful on the inside. I miss her more and more every day. It’s a compounding never-ending grief that gets heavier his time passes. I never dreamed that God would take one of my children and Momma❤️ and I prayed enough. I had all the faith that he would protect them because I prayed so hard for protection. They were forever be a cloud of grief over me when Bah was taken from us color left the world. I’ve called her my unicorns and glitter child for as long as I can remember because she was just happy go lucky I miss picking up her dirty clothes out of the floor. I miss braiding her hair. I miss random phone calls from her and FaceTime calls. I miss her baked goods. I miss her being at my house. I miss watching her spend time with her little brother and little sister I miss Hight phone calls when things weren’t going good and midday. Phone calls just to talk. Bah is special part of me left with her that day. I relive that day every single day. I miss her so much. I want her back constantly in part of me feels like that maybe God will give her back to me. I didn’t know it was possible to cry every single day of your life, but it is losing her has changed any future I ever thought I would have. I will never get any of those versions.