My baby girl...
My Beautiful Baby Girl, Twenty-three years of loving you could never have prepared me for having to say goodbye like that. There are far too many years ahead without you, and that is a pain I still cannot accept. You have left the hugest hole in my heart. You broke your mother's heart in two when you left, and there are so many things I wish I could have changed. I wish I could have taken your pain away. I wish I could have carried your burdens for you. I wish I could have traded places with you. More than anything, I wish you had stayed with us. Laylah, Cody, and Lexy need their mum, just as I need my baby girl. They deserve your hugs, your laughter, your kisses, and the love that only you could give them. Every day, I will wonder why, while trying to find the strength to carry on for your beautiful babies. I promise you this, Tarryn, I will do the very best I can to love them, protect them, and help raise them. I will remind them every single day how deeply you loved them, how proud you were of them, and what a wonderful mother you were. They will grow up knowing your smile, your kindness, and the love that surrounded them from the moment they were born. You were a beautiful person, inside and out. You were a loving daughter, a precious soul, a devoted mum and my friend. You brought joy, laughter, and love into so many lives, and those memories are treasures that no one can ever take away. Oh my baby I was so proud of you and loved being your mum. Thank you for every hug, every laugh, every memory, and every moment we shared, I will miss our chats. Im just so sorry Tarryn, i didnt understand the depth of your words and I misjudged the strength that I thought you had. I would give anything to go back and start again. I will miss you every day for the rest of my life. Until we meet again, my darling girl, carry my love with you, just as I will carry yours with me. I love and miss you so much, Forever and always ❤️ Mum
