Hawaii
Our family went to Hawaii twice with Tim. The first trip was taken in October to celebrate mine and Tim's birthdays (9/29 and 10/1). We are 21 years and 2 days apart so our birthdays were always celebrated together. We had been celebrating together since Tim was born. Hawaii was one of the best times that we celebrated together. Tim was happy, seemed to be at peace and was taking in the beauty of Oahu as well as girls he saw. We both got tattoos together. Mine on the back of my neck and his on his left arm. The sign of the Libra which we shared as our zodiac sign. We discussed how the libra sign represented our lives; always trying to balance life. We just never seemed to be able to "balance". It was either one side heavier than the other. I believe that Tim is now balanced. He is in heaven where peace and tranquility are his life. At one with himself and with God. No pain. No frustration. No anger. No self-doubt. No faults. Just the perfect life and being. I took this picture of him on our last morning in Hawaii. We shared coffee and he smoked a cigarette and stated that he hoped when he got back home that "things would change" for him. This picture is how I see Tim now. At peace and waiting for us to join him in time in heaven. I miss you every day. I will never not miss you until I am with you. I loved you first, Mom!

Dance dance
Asphalt
Oh well
Old enough to dance
Guitar playing
sunset to drift away to