My lil bro
My baby brother…I created this profile for you and for everyone to see the amazing life you lived and what an incredible person you were...I miss you every second of every day....I will never get used to you being gone because to me you are still here, weaved into everything I am and do. I just keep waiting for a snap or text or call or for you to just pull in the driveway...I know you are a beautiful angel up there with mom now but you should be down here with us, with me.....I miss our daily snapchats and conversations, I miss listening to NF blaring in your truck, I miss our late night drives taking about life, I miss your jokes, I miss your voice, I miss our Monday night dinners and watching the bachelor/bachelorette, I miss you making me laugh so hard my stomach would hurt, I miss your hugs, I miss how you cared about me, I miss hearing you tell the story of why you hate owls, I miss watching you be the best uncle, I miss our doughnut cheat days, I miss waking up in the middle of the night and seeing you sleeping on the couch, I miss you trying to get me to take a shot of fireball with you, i miss you beating me at marbles-every…single…time, I miss your motivational posts on Instagram, I miss watching you play tug of war with Ruger, I miss our Marvel Movie nights, I miss making you brownies and watching you eat half the pan, I miss playing words with friends with you, I miss deer hunting with you, I miss making a double batch of tomato soup hotdish so that you could have a batch for yourself, I miss our Black Friday shopping shenanigans, I miss how you always had time for me, I miss our lunch dates, I miss watching you and Jon make the thanksgiving turkey, I miss you grocery shopping with me and throwing random things in the cart to see if I’d notice, I miss your laugh, I miss listening to you tell me about your future….you were going to move back home to be closer to us, you were going to find the love of your life and get married, you were going to give me more nieces and nephews, you were going to open a gym and help others on their fitness journeys, you were going to enjoy life….it’s just not fair, you deserved the world, you deserved someone who loved and cared about you just like you loved and cared for those you loved, you deserved happiness and you deserved to be here following your dreams….I hate this emptiness that is left inside me, I miss the part of me that left when you died, the part of me that only you could bring out.... From the day you were born I knew you were going to be someone special in my life I just didn’t know how special. The bond we have I can’t describe. Having you for a brother is one of the greatest blessings I could have ever wished for and you made me so proud to be your sister. You were never afraid or embarrassed to say and show how much you loved me and how important I was to you. You were hilarious and made me laugh until my stomach hurt but also had the biggest heart. You were strong, fearless, passionate and chased after your dreams. Even though you were younger than me I looked up to you…literally haha. You deserve to be remembered, you will never be forgotten because you will live on through me in the thousands of memories we made. I was your biggest fan and not even death will change that. My loyalty has been and always will be to you. There are no words to explain how much I love you and how much I miss you…. Thank you for giving me the responsibility of being your big sister. Thank you for being my best friend, my protector, my favorite super hero and forever my little brother. I love you unconditionally forever and always 💕💕
