Glenn Raymond Skinny Soutter

Suzanne Soutter 125w

#glennskinnysoutter #rip1_6_10 #somuchlovehere❤️

#glennskinnysoutter #rip1_6_10 #somuchlovehere❤️ FOURTEEN YEARS AGO today your journey here on Earth transcended to the spiritual realm....that was the hardest ‘letting go’ I’ve ever done.💔 I’m STILL letting go… just yesterday in the garden checking in on my avocado tree 🌳🥑… you drop a rainbow lorikeet beside me...and I’m in floods of tears. #nomoresurvivorguilt ❤️‍🩹 This morning we are visiting our Family Garden to place your ‘Turning Hearts’ QR key. I have no words for the space that was your physical presence here, and how you reflected me to allow me know my me; knew me completely and still loved me so. I do have a feeling for the space you held, and that feeling continues to move me...onwards and forward. Hungry for the truth of love and how DEEP down the rabbit hole LOVE goes. Glenn....Just weeks before you died, you grabbed my arm and impressed upon me... 🎼🐝Never stop growing❤... 🎶Never stop moving forward❤...👣 You’d be SO PROUD of us all honey, we are growing and keeping moving forward...and not quietly either!!! 😜 You would be especially proud of our babies Mattman and Cara. What beautiful humans they BE. 🐝🤗❣️ On 1st June especially, memories surface of moments just before you died. I had been expressing my choking fear to you of the unknown ahead, recognising a shift in our space, and you just took my hand and said “honey...you done good”. You are right....so right. I have done good. And continue to do so. Honouring the memory of a remarkable soul...leaving in your wake not only two beautiful expressions of love in MattMan and Cara, and Cara’s wee Koda Glenn Hansen too, but tender love imprints observed and reflected in many forms. Remembering special moments and an unforgettable love ♥️💫 An inspirational love that spotlights the fierce driving power of life and get real living....walking and talking truth. Still deeply missed. Still dearly loved. Forever Young♥️ Love always....because our love is trans-dimensional...and I feel that everywhere...always. 💕🙏🏼 yer Lassie xx 😘 P. S. I will always love you xx AND....Just for shits and giggles(and for our treasure chest of memories)... hit us up in the comments/tributes with your favourite memory of Glenn AKA ‘Skinny’ Slainte! 🥃🍻🍷♥️

Suzanne Soutter 125w

I remember special moments and an unforgettable love. ♥️

After all the firsts without you which came in like wrecking balls I exhausted my memories of our lasts too and felt as though a new grief had appeared no more of these milestones left so what now? I thought the now must be without you until I felt your smile felt it warm my skin as your song played out on the radio and then that proud moment the one I thought I’d never see you were there at my shoulder I knew it when hard decisions arise somehow your advice appears as though you planted it inside me before you left… so here I am greeting the robins you send me counting the feathers you drop and the rainbows you draw realising there is a new chapter of us we are not done it’s different but it is something and until we meet again I will make it enough. ~ The 'Without You' by Donna Ashworth

Suzanne Soutter 125w

28thMay Anniversary Ponderings.

#alive #awake #aware #love #now TODAY... Signposts the end of the month of May-hem... TODAY... On this last May-hem event/memory date... I allow myself to feel all the memories and let them move through me.... TODAY.. I realise I have still layers to ALLOW myself to FEEL and LET GO the weight of attachment to memories, and let them fly free... TODAY... TEARS fall as I allow the memories to flow through me and fall away... I remember Birth~ Mother’s~ Death~ Wedding Anniversary~~~Day’s TODAY... I feel ALIVE. I feel AWAKE. I feel LOVE.. TODAY.. I feel so much gratitude for all my memories and moments that have meandered me HERE. NOW. Remembering significant waves in my ocean... Grannie Kerr who went home to be with her beloved Dan this day in 2002. Glenn, this day 1994; Happy Fanniversary as you called it😜 I will always love you. Always your wife. My beloved has Angel wings🪽 I love and am in awe of our children that chose US as PARENTS!! (Cara now a mother herself to wee smasher Koda Glenn Hansen), and that they continue to grow past any finite path we could ever imagine for them. Their tenacity in adversity inspires and still surprises me. #theyarebothgorgeoushumans #wemadethem #greatgame👊🏼 I love that we kept celebrating and growing in our journey...full-on and forward. TODAY as I notice your full stop looms on the horizon, nicely timed after our Mayhem and the day before Mattman’s Birthday. The beauty is in the journey. Be water my friend. (Bruce Lee) Allow the beauty and flow of life moments to move you. Be current and present in every moment. Don't waste a moment. Really love the ones you love and live the life you have. Cherish and nourish the blessings you have and step on and up and away from whatever doesn't fit your heartspace. Its a wonderful life we live in, and I am so grateful for all my current LOVES. I feel truly blessed to experience continuing richness and fullness of love. TODAY. Always. Beyond time and space💫❣️ P. S. I will always love you 😘